Another week gone by…

The weekend is winding down, and that same Sunday feeling has crept up once again. It’s so unfortunate that a day most people devote to worshipping has turned into the ‘Crap, it’s Monday tomorrow’ day.

So the Paleo thing never really showed me much improvement. I’ve switched to a more Atkins-style diet by severely restricting carb intake in an effort to drop weight more quickly before the holidays come up. If I can keep up the 20-30g/day until I leave for Germany and effectively lose ~20 lbs by then, I’ll switch to healthier eating once I return and hopefully balance my fitness/weight with good PT. Why does it have to be so hard?

Completely irrelevant to diet, but I hate doing long distance. I think I tolerated it much better in my last relationship because I had kinda checked out already. I guess now I know how he felt while I was away. Being away from the one you love is like hell on earth. The few minutes each day on the phone or Skype barely keep me sane. He worries that the pain of being apart will drive me away, but we both entered this relationship knowing we’d have to part ways soon and how much it would suck… and we stayed the course anyway. I could only be so lucky to find someone who loves me like he does.